Sometimes I wish I could just show my heart to people. I know it is difficult for people to sometimes see me because I tend to come off a bit socially awkward or tend to say things in the wrong moment. But seriously, I feel it would make things much more simple if I could just literally say "see." I guess in a since, that what blogging is for in my case, since I have always been better at writing out how I feel verses telling it out loud. As you know by now, in May, God willing, I will be moving to N.Ireland for 3 months. I just know in this season of my life God is calling me there. I also feel this season of my life is moving faster than I can keep up with. I am okay with it because I see God moving more than I ever have. Not just in me, but in those around me also. It has been surreal and a beautiful thing. It is just so amazing how for one minute even you begin to question and God will just set you right back on track in your place. Confirming you are on the right path. As I am in this moment right now, I am also in a moment of refinement. Which is okay too. Because I know without refinement from the God of the universe I cannot be 100% ready and the person Jesus Christ has called me to be in him and for others around me. Without refinement and tests I cannot and will not be the person God has called me to be in N.Ireland and I would be of no help. So I am absolutely thankful, even though sometimes it hurts.